Saturday, September 30
kinda disappointed with my prelims result.
and nw i believe in "never study = no good grades" tis theory.
i'm gonna buck up for my Os.
cuz i wan to see a smile on my face on the day i get my results.
mani things are happen recently.
and my sis wrote someting in her blog.
and she WANTS me to link to it.
http://my-innermost-tots.blogspot.com/
TEOZHENYI..
happy? (:
aiya, but in conclusion..
i will be leaving my blog to rot unless important things happen.
and i guess i will be busy with my Os also.
i'm starting to mug soon.
take care all readers.
BYE BYE. (:
he told me,
"come straight to me,
you're my girl afterall."
and i melted into a pool of water. (:
he's the sweetest guy i've ever met.
little did i know;
that i almost let you go.
till i caught a glimpse;
of a life without you.
what we could have been, 9/30/2006 10:53:00 PM.
Thursday, September 28
my mom's hand.
burnt marks due to deep-frying of calamari for me.
i felt so guilt. :(
she was complaining to me abt how wei da she was.
and i promised to blog abt her and show EVERYONE how wei da she is. (:
and when she was trying so hard to apply medicine.
i was irrating her with the camera.
ps. the medical oil smells like SHIT. =x
and, jie and roger cooked oriental style of linguine.
no pasta sauce.
no tomato sauce.
just oriental style suitable for my dad. (:
it was UPER nice i swear.
wotever my zhenyi cook, i will love it. ((:
what we could have been, 9/28/2006 11:13:00 PM.
Wednesday, September 27
wun be blogging our personal stuffs animore.
until he allows me to do so.
and also juz in case,
some LOSERS come my blog to kpo.
tsk.
i'm just wondering.
HELLO.
it's my blog.
get it? MINE.
you guys dun have the rights to comment on what i've wrote in my blog.
i'm thinking of putting a password in my blog.
to keep away pests. (:
i realli had enough with such things.
come to me if you're unhappy in ani things.
dun hide and insult me like a coward.
ring me up.
and i'll meet you somewhere after skool.
MY sweetest boy.
HIS puma cologne. ((:
until he allows me to do so.
and also juz in case,
some LOSERS come my blog to kpo.
tsk.
i'm just wondering.
HELLO.
it's my blog.
get it? MINE.
you guys dun have the rights to comment on what i've wrote in my blog.
i'm thinking of putting a password in my blog.
to keep away pests. (:
i realli had enough with such things.
come to me if you're unhappy in ani things.
dun hide and insult me like a coward.
ring me up.
and i'll meet you somewhere after skool.
MY sweetest boy.
HIS puma cologne. ((:
what we could have been, 9/27/2006 11:01:00 PM.
Tuesday, September 26
2/2 gathering tis afternoon.
took lots of photo.
made lots of noise.
MY forever 2/2. (:
hugs.
rushed home after that.
rushed out after bathing.
my boy needs me.
and i know it.
had a very very LONG chat with him.
get to know lots of truths.
but refuse to let him tell me some truths.
broke down at a point of time.
hugging him damn tight.
fearing that i'll lose him again.
the devil will always be the devil.
even his ways of talking to me look so alike with ah meng. (:
and he is such a cute ass even when he sleeps. (:
i need him.
he needs me.
i wun let him face everything by himself animore.
i couldn't bear to do so.
i'm always be by his side. (:
took lots of photo.
made lots of noise.
MY forever 2/2. (:
hugs.
rushed home after that.
rushed out after bathing.
my boy needs me.
and i know it.
had a very very LONG chat with him.
get to know lots of truths.
but refuse to let him tell me some truths.
broke down at a point of time.
hugging him damn tight.
fearing that i'll lose him again.
the devil will always be the devil.
even his ways of talking to me look so alike with ah meng. (:
and he is such a cute ass even when he sleeps. (:
i need him.
he needs me.
i wun let him face everything by himself animore.
i couldn't bear to do so.
i'm always be by his side. (:
what we could have been, 9/26/2006 10:50:00 PM.
Monday, September 25
suddenly,
some how,
i felt a ache in my heart.
i duno wot's wrong with me.
i just dun feel well.
my heart pumping at a rate i couldn't explain.
my hands are shaking and cold.
i have a feeling that i'm gonna lose him again tis time round.
seriously,
i dun wanna fall again.
i saw a glipse of hope.
but i dun wish its just a false alarm. =\
nvm.
take ur time.
just follow ur heart.
some how,
i felt a ache in my heart.
i duno wot's wrong with me.
i just dun feel well.
my heart pumping at a rate i couldn't explain.
my hands are shaking and cold.
i have a feeling that i'm gonna lose him again tis time round.
seriously,
i dun wanna fall again.
i saw a glipse of hope.
but i dun wish its just a false alarm. =\
nvm.
take ur time.
just follow ur heart.
what we could have been, 9/25/2006 08:44:00 PM.
i cried like a lil girl after tuition when i realised that he no longer wait for me outside my tuition's place.
EVERYTHING is so diff w/o him.
he made a mess in my heart.
and now he have to fix it back. (:
had a great talk with them last nite.
and when i read THAT special sentence..
i was smiling with tears in my eyes. (:
only the 2 of us know what does it means.
and it will be kept only in our hearts. (:
i couldn't sleep last nite.
i had 2 HAPPY pills.
and 1 of dem is a HEAVY dosage. ((:
in the end,
i only slept for an hr.
cuz i'm so afraid its only a dream.
oh ya,
i changed my song again.
with a reason of cuz. (:
and i'm still waiting.
i know his love for me..
could be compared to ah meng's love for qi yue. ((:
what we could have been, 9/25/2006 03:12:00 PM.
Sunday, September 24
had a dream last nite.
it felt so real.
it seems so real.
i miss your smell.
but i know,
its only a dream.
and its not gonna come true.
would you believe me if i say i wan you back to my side?
you wun believe it anymore.
kinda pissed off by some things.
HELLO..
it was initially MY idea.
and you have no rights to continue it.
and its not cute at all.
not cute not cute not cute.
just ended a 2 hr call with pingy.
chatted lots of stuffs.
typically from A to Z. (:
i was recalling how he made me fat.
and those things he done to make me depend on him.
those stuffs he has done to make me go crazy.
the way he pampered me.
the way he dote on me.
and nw he's leaving me.
making a BIG mess in my life.
i couldn't cope.
seriously.
its nw 4am.
and i'm still awake.
guess i'm going thru it again.
ARGH.
you once said,
"my heart is shattered and i need you to heal me."
and now i'm here.
but you're no longer here waiting for me to fix ur shattered heart.
all i can see is,
another girl is slowly healing it for you.
i duno wot to do to get you back to my side.
i miss you.
what we could have been, 9/24/2006 04:05:00 AM.
Saturday, September 23
i copied tis from my email.
When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering whyyou are so wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.
When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows your gone forever
i find it so so true.
girls usually say things which dey dun mean it during a quarrel.
ARGH.
once, you said,
riding is the only temporary way to prevent yourself from thinking of me.
now, i rather you ride for 25 hrs a day.
cuz i know, if that's the case,
you will get back to me eventually.
what we could have been, 9/23/2006 02:09:00 AM.
as usual..
i skipped lunch again.
it has been 2 days since i ate lunch.
wanted to grab a bite at 4 plus.
opened a box of butter cookies.
it was super cute with those disney characters printed on the wrappers. (:
i skipped lunch again.
it has been 2 days since i ate lunch.
wanted to grab a bite at 4 plus.
opened a box of butter cookies.
it was super cute with those disney characters printed on the wrappers. (:
but, it taste..
err..
YUCKY.
and for dinner,
i shared pork porridge with my dad.
i tink i'm suffering from anorexia.
i dun feel like eating.
and i dun feel well when i tink of food.
zhenyi wanted to show me how pro she is in taking photo in a certain angle to make her look slimmer.
and i wanted to prove to her i'm more PRO.
but in the end..
and i looked damn spastic in all photos.
except for tis. (:
today was a TOTALLY embarrassed day for me.
i stained my shorts.
and luckily i was at home.
and it was zhenyi who spotted it.
damn pai seh kayys?
although she is my sis la.
but its super ma lu to let someone tell you you've stained ur shorts. =\
aniway,
i watched his jay's incomparable concert.
and i decided to change my blog song to an jing.
cause i feel that..
it reali shows how i am feeling now.
and its also a way to encourage myself. (:
i know you're watching over me. (:
what we could have been, 9/23/2006 01:20:00 AM.
Friday, September 22
woke up with severe mentrual cramp.
must be yst cold water's fault.
=
couldn't even crawl down my bed.
rejected their invitation for movies.
so sorry..
and nw,
i'm so hungry.
yet so lazy to cook or go out buy.
deep in thoughts. :(
i recalled one night,
channel U was showing a proposing show.
and i tink that girl is SO fortunate.
her husband-to-be made a 6m long picture.
and it is made up of mani mani photos.
photos dey took together.
and by arranging them colours by colours.
it turn out to be a bear with roses.
omg.
he is so sweet kays?
den he also said someting in chinese..
"you may find someone whom you love more than me.
but, you will never find someone who loves you more than me."
awww..
its damn sweet LAH.
and i kept tis sentence deep in my heart.
its so meaningful. (:
thats why i say that girl is so fortunate.
and i'm still waiting.
for the old YOU.
must be yst cold water's fault.
=
couldn't even crawl down my bed.
rejected their invitation for movies.
so sorry..
and nw,
i'm so hungry.
yet so lazy to cook or go out buy.
deep in thoughts. :(
i recalled one night,
channel U was showing a proposing show.
and i tink that girl is SO fortunate.
her husband-to-be made a 6m long picture.
and it is made up of mani mani photos.
photos dey took together.
and by arranging them colours by colours.
it turn out to be a bear with roses.
omg.
he is so sweet kays?
den he also said someting in chinese..
"you may find someone whom you love more than me.
but, you will never find someone who loves you more than me."
awww..
its damn sweet LAH.
and i kept tis sentence deep in my heart.
its so meaningful. (:
thats why i say that girl is so fortunate.
and i'm still waiting.
for the old YOU.
what we could have been, 9/22/2006 01:12:00 PM.
i was looking thru all my entry i've posted since the day we are together.
wept a lil.
but i did not cry. (:
proud of the fond memories we once had.
although i duno what causes that drastic change in him.
but.. i guess its pretty much over now.
he already has her.
and thats enough.
although i duno how much he loves her.
but i dun wish that my worries come true.
lots of images flashed thru my mind.
thinking back,
it has been almost 3 months.
he has moved on.
i tink i should too.
i made a wish.
with the ring in my hands.
hope my wish would be heard.
and come true eventually.
menstration week.
no more sweet understanding.
no more massages.
say you love me.
and i'll fly back to you immediately.
wept a lil.
but i did not cry. (:
proud of the fond memories we once had.
although i duno what causes that drastic change in him.
but.. i guess its pretty much over now.
he already has her.
and thats enough.
although i duno how much he loves her.
but i dun wish that my worries come true.
lots of images flashed thru my mind.
thinking back,
it has been almost 3 months.
he has moved on.
i tink i should too.
i made a wish.
with the ring in my hands.
hope my wish would be heard.
and come true eventually.
menstration week.
no more sweet understanding.
no more massages.
say you love me.
and i'll fly back to you immediately.
what we could have been, 9/22/2006 01:53:00 AM.
Thursday, September 21
went pepper lunch instead of sakae yst.
overall, it was nice la. (:
cuz i get to cook my own meat with the sauce i chose myself. (:
overall, it was nice la. (:
cuz i get to cook my own meat with the sauce i chose myself. (:
went birkenstock to see new designs.
den went heeren, cine, and taka.
and finally bugis.
jie bought a bikini from artofseduction.
den i bought this adidas bag. (:
for only 25 dollars.
i tink its a fake one.
oh ya..
i just came back from loyang.
jing peng fetch me dere. (:
saw tis cute lil pup.
it makes my day. (:
jing peng saw sometings in some morning which made me and him had a big great laugh.
LOL.
what we could have been, 9/21/2006 10:42:00 AM.
Tuesday, September 19
paper ended at 9.15 today.
went inter with shiya.
actually wanted to have mandicure.
but it was too early,
the shop haven open yet. =\
so we went mac for BREAKFAST.
den went to a secret place to slack.
THAT place;
has lots of good and bad memories of me and him.
quarrelling and crying,
once all there.
alrite..
i shan't elaborate animore.
dun wanna bring back the past. (:
but, i wrote lots of stuffs dere.
i wanna throw all my memories back dere.
keeping only good memories of him.
the now him is way too scary for me.
oh ya,
i was slacking with shiya when someting happened.
we cabbed down.
and i gave up my mandicure.
but its all worth to see him save and sound. (:
no paper tml = no skooling tml.
((:
i'm going out with zhenyi tml.
she's bringing me out for lunch.
sakae again i tink.
i miss the charwamushi dere. (:
but i guess,
the atmosphere will not be same animore.
cause someone is missing. :(
aniway,
our bunch of girls have became the PI(s).
in conclusion.
sometings will NOT lie.
and..
YOU can't hide forever.
may you live with guilt and fears. (:
what we could have been, 9/19/2006 11:52:00 PM.
Monday, September 18
had physics and f&n paper today.
both paper was damn hard.
especially when i didn't study for both.
f&n paper, section C has 3 questions.
each 15 marks.
and i only manage to write like 3 lines.
like wtf.
pingy still say use common sense.
in the end,
the whole paper was damn FUCKING hard.
i couldn't even use my common sense.
having bio paper tml.
and we get to leave at 9.15. (:
thrills.
but i didn't study for it.
which i tink dere's nothing to be happy abt.
=X
in the first place,
i was the one he grabbed along the way.
what we could have been, 9/18/2006 11:49:00 PM.
actually wanted to blog on fri nite.
but in the end,
due to some reasons,
i didn't blog.
THAT night was quite a suffering to me.
called pingy 3am in the morning,
cuz she was the one hu answers my calls.
cried as usual.
and she told me lots of stuffs.
dun worry readers.
i'm back to normal.
i will still keep to my promise,
and will continue to work on. (:
so in the end, i slept at almost 4,
and woke up at 7 to go to batam,
with my families.
took a ferry dere.
kinda fun.
had fun with jing peng also. (:
i smiled so widely when he say those so touching stuffs.
HEARTS him la. (:
aniway,
my mom knows abt it already.
she knows EVERYTHING.
and she commented someting damn funny,
which shld be kept as a secret between us. (:
oh ya,
my DEAR readers..
dere some idiots spamming me.
dun bother abt it. (:
dun waste your time replying dem.
hugs. ((:
what we could have been, 9/18/2006 12:24:00 AM.
Friday, September 15
finally,
i completed my mission.
writting a testi to everyone ard me. (:
every words i type came deep from my heart.
although all has the same purpose.
which is to thanks them.
but everyone's testi is totally different.
i'm fortunate to have them in my life.
i tot i was facing all tis stuffs alone.
but that's not the truth.
i'm accompanied by everyone of them.
pingy;
vivien;
candice;
gen;
manda;
bong;
wee yang;
LTS;
din;
marcius;
aaron;
yiming.
i'm LOVED and well taken care of by dem. (:
its 2.40am nw,
and i guess i shall catch some sleep.
meeting vivien tml afternoon.
for lunch and to do some things.
i miss her la.
it has been so long since we chatted.
we're so busy with our own stuffs.
but its alrite..
cuz i'm seeing her tml. (:
what we could have been, 9/15/2006 02:29:00 AM.
Thursday, September 14
geo paper was FUCKING irrating.
especially when dey keep interupting us.
"sorry for the announcement.."
faints.
maths paper 2 was quite hard too.
but overall, i manage to only leave 2 questions blank.
(:
and tat bloody ass vivien told me..
"the paper is easy.
i know how to do everything. (:"
i was like WTF when she told me.
she just a genius.
aniway..
i came across an email.
"Guys. realize that the girl holding onto u..
is PERFECT in their own special way.
The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love her more.
For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her..
There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fulfill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.
Understand that.
Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?
She loves you not because you are
good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch,
every word you say,
everything you do.
Guys.
Cherish and appreciate the girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her unconditional love
as she has given to you."
everything is so true here.
memories flowing thru my mind.
once again.
went tm today to buy some stuffs.
den went home with sis.
vivien called.
chatted for more than an hr.
she was asking how's everything.
guess she heard abt it already.
once again,
i broke down.
cried like nobody's business in the kitchen.
causing my innocent ah boy looking at me, blankly.
vivien is such a ass girl.
i promised myself not to cry animore.
and i managed to hold back my tears till evening.
but, she made me cried again.
terribly.
ARGH.
stay strong zy. (:
remember those promises made to urself.
what we could have been, 9/14/2006 11:26:00 PM.
and now,
it seems like she's an angel
and i'm that devil.
on the surface..
she is the one who is hurt.
(yeah, so PITYFUL.)
but oh pls..
is EVERYONE blind?
can't you guys see who is the real victim?
helloooooo~~
sometimes..
i dun understand..
why is there so mani kinds of people in this world.
seriously,
i HATE ppl who acts innocent, pitiful on the surface and pretends NOTHING happen while harming me, saying how poor thing she is in the back.
i just dun get it.
yeah,
fuck YOU;
fuck HER;
fuck THEM;
fuck IT.
sorry..
but i'm NOT ur friend.
what we could have been, 9/14/2006 12:46:00 AM.
Wednesday, September 13
i get it nw.
the truths,
everything.
i just dun understand everything.
how could they do tis to me?
dun they feel bad abt it?
i've been such a fool.
so dumb tat i didn't even notice i was betrayed long ago.
so dumb tat i didn't realise there was something going on behind me.
so dumb tat i chose to go foodcourt to eat just to save his money.
so dumb tat i tried so hard to help him save money.
so dumb tat i was thinking on behalf of him everytime.
i felt so dumb.
i felt so used.
i felt so betrayed.
no one knows how much stress and consideration i've been thru before making that cruel decision.
and nw, you left me alone.
again.
i know..
she's so much better than me.
she has better figure.
she has better looks.
she is a christian.
she could go church with you.
she clicks off with ur parents better than me.
she speaks better english.
she treats you better.
she could stay up late with you.
she goes along ur wishes.
hais.
everything of you hurts me.
i just know too much truths.
you're such a heartless guy.
every truth i know just put me in extreme shock.
i didn't expect such things to be happening on me.
i've learn my lesson.
not to trust someone too much.
"the world's worst rival is someone whom came inbetween w/o me knowing.
and her relationship between me and her makes me unbearable for me to confront her."
i HATE that feeling.
what we could have been, 9/13/2006 06:08:00 PM.
Monday, September 11
first day of prelims.
maths paper 1
social studies.
guess i'll fail my ss.
didn't eleborate in detail.
maths paper 1 was quite okay.
but i'm just afraid i'll have careless mistakes.
heard a latest NEWS today.
felt kinda funny and also weird.
ARGH.
whatever. =\
went KFC.
with gen, CT, jacq and sean.
had lots of laughters and gossiped a hell lot.
reach home at 4.30
msn was out of order.
restarted my com 4 times.
cuz i tot it was my com tat's having a prob.
due to boredom,
i went frenster.
and something caught my attention.
it gives me CREEPS.
den lots of thoughts.
den mood swings.
den breaking down.
:(
scolded weeyang,
saying that he dun understand everything.
so sorry.
not delibrately one.
dui bu qi.
had a very big urge to blurt everything out to her.
but my msn is out of order.
or else,
i would have shown her tat i'm not the one in fault.
i shall try it tml.
hais.
in conclusion..
HEisjustaFUCKER.
what we could have been, 9/11/2006 11:24:00 PM.
Saturday, September 9
haven been blogging much tis 2 days.
kinda lazy..
and also nothing to blog abt.
rushed thru "er muo zai shen bian" last nite.
need to return him soon.
watched till 5am last nite.
and i still gort 1 more disc to go.
:((
as usual..
i tink im kinda weird..
LOL.
i usually cry when the female lead choose the male lead instead of dem.
hmmph. 
((:
alright..
kinda lazy..
and also nothing to blog abt.
rushed thru "er muo zai shen bian" last nite.
need to return him soon.
watched till 5am last nite.
and i still gort 1 more disc to go.
:((
as usual..
i cried a hell lot.
especially when i saw qi yue and her first love.
i tink im kinda weird..
i usually dun fall for the male lead in the story.
i will fall for the extras.
LOL.
like ah jin in ISWAK.
and tat guy from DBY.
cuz i find dem more romantic than the male lead.
(:
i usually cry when the female lead choose the male lead instead of dem.
ARGH.
if its for me..
i'll definately choose THEM. (:
hmmph.
anyway..
picture of tat nite's dinner.
((:
looks great isit it?
a BIG success of me and my dumbass sister.
=x
alright..
i gotta rush.
i'm going to the hospital to visit my grandma.
what we could have been, 9/09/2006 05:36:00 PM.
Friday, September 8
ARGH.
readers..
dun bother abt my sep 6's post.
i'm just day dreaming.
such guy doesn't exist.
and if he reali does exist..
he will not belong to me.
alright.
back to my real topic.
i'm browsing thru SOMEONE's frenster.
and i'm pissed off by LOTS of things.
in conclusion.
i just wanna say to him..
"dun say the word FOREVER when you dun mean it."
and to tat girl whom thinks he's always right.
"before you misjudge me,
please listen to the both side of the story.
i know you trust him,
but it doesn't mean all he say is always right and true.
i just dun like the way you settle everything.
thinking he's always right and not listening to my side of story.
its kind of unfair.
i dun wanna live a life with YOU hating me,
thinking i'm a bad girl who ditched ur beloved SOMEONE.
and i dun tink i need YOU to come inbetween us,
settling everything.
its our own matter,
our own life.
i dun tink i saw ur presence in OUR story.
sorry if i'm too rash or rude.
but i just dun wanna be the one swallowing everything down.
i had enough. "
what we could have been, 9/08/2006 12:27:00 AM.
Wednesday, September 6
feel the sea breeze on my face;
clear blue sea with beautiful corals beneath it.
silky white and baby pink cloths decorated the place;
making it look perfect.
walking down the aisle;
walking towards the man of my life.
flower-girl scattering pink and red rose petals;
family & friends cheering and giving their best wishes to me.
thousands of butterfly released while he kiss me after i say "I do".
my perfect wedding. (:
alright..
its still very far away. (:
wait till i find the man of my life.
a man who will..
*trust me over anyone else.
*tell me stupid jokes just to make me luff.
*let me mess with his hair.
*include me in everything he does.
*let me sleep in his arms.
*give me the world.
*let me know i'm important.
*love me the way i am.
*piggyback me.
*cherish me.
*and LOVE me.
hmmph..
how nice if i have a bf who writes a diary all abt me. (:
i'll be touched for sure.
what we could have been, 9/06/2006 02:04:00 AM.
downloaded 2 new english songs.
# jack johnson - better together
# natalie & justin roman - where are you.
again, its all abt LOVE. (:
woke up at 10 tis morning.
junjun woke me up.
like candice,
she was also bombing my phone.
trying to wake me up.
and to ask whether i'm going to ss reme which starts at 10.
the first thing came into my mind was..
"FUCK. i'm late again."
lmao.
but luckily,
she called to inform me tat the reme was cancelled.
and she called to ask me to go tm.
due to boredom,
i met dem.
they was eating mac,
and we proceed for neos again. ((:
after tat..
i met marcius to study.
went the mac beside CPF building.
started to study,
but the manager stop us.
saying it was skool holis and dey dun allow.
wotever.
in the end,
we didn't study.
just sat dere and chat.
den went tm walk walk.
eye on a pretty wallet.
ARGH.
a white FOX wallet from "surf and ski"
so pretty.
faints.
can someone just buy for me? (:
in the end,
i went home empty handed. :(
LOL.
aniway,
i join force with my sis just nw.
and cooked a 4 dishes for dinner.
it turn out nice kays? (:
pictures coming soon.
what we could have been, 9/06/2006 12:12:00 AM.
Tuesday, September 5
i tink i reali should get some sleep.
felt a msg passing ard in my body.
"FUCK. zhenying, pls get some sleep. i'm breaking down soon. save me from the sufferings. "
LOL.
alright den.
i shall listen to my body for once. (:
seriously,
i miss my bed too. (:
what we could have been, 9/05/2006 02:45:00 AM.
i studied all the way till 8am.
watched the sunrise.
wake everyone up.
ate the bee hoon daddy bought. (:
and i slept at ard 9am.
woke up at ard 2pm.
and candice was bombing my phone.
telling me we have geo reme @ 2pm.
i was like "FUCK."
LOL.
i decided not to go.
as even if i rush,
i will reach skool at ard 3pm.
which i find it no point,
and confirm kanna scolded by ms ho.
so in the end,
i spend my day watching tv;
stonning;
cooking;
surfing boring websites;
and shaking legs. (:
at nite..
i was online when didi told me a news.
'Crocodile Hunter' Steve Irwin killed by stingray.
i was so shock
i went to the website provided to confirm.
WTF.
he's reali dead.
by sting rays.
LOL.
its kind of wasted.
yet funny for me.
alright..
i shall not laugh abt it.
for me,
i find it kinda wasted.
such a brave man just died like tat.
he should do some precaution mars.
and soon,
turtles could be found in everyone's msn nick.
to remember him or something.
LOL.
and even lame messages like:
"lets all eat BBQ stingray to revenge for Steve Irwin."
wtf?
rofl.
but seriously,
i've been eating BBQ stingray for 2 days in a row.
isit enough to revenge for him? (:
LOL.
its already 0215 and i'm still awake.
still as energic as before.
i just couldn't get to sleep.
i miss my bed la.
i wanna sleep on my smelly bed. (:
argh.
just let me sleep, someone.
pls pass me some sleeping pills.
social studies reme tml @ 10am.
bless me that i will be dere on time.
and will pay attention during lesson.
i've made up my mind.
i'm going against my thoughts.
what we could have been, 9/05/2006 12:16:00 AM.
Monday, September 4
its exactly 4am and i'm still mugging.
work hard, zhenying. (:
what we could have been, 9/04/2006 03:48:00 AM.
my sis went to singapore expo today.
and she bought tis 3 stuffs:
1 black ipod nano.
1 white ipod nano.
1 samsung digicam.
everything is damn cheap.
the 1G nano only cost SGD$199
and the digi cam only cost SGD$250
besides tat,
lots of free gifts were given.
for the nano,
1) silicon cover for the everything.
for the digital cam,
1) outdoor kit.
2) water bottle.
3) rechargeable batteries with the charger.
4) 256SD card.
5) lens protector.
and everthing plus the cam,
only cost SGD$250.
i would say..
its damn fucking cheap lor.
aniway,
the black and white nano..
1 is for herself.
and 1 is for roger.
so it means..
i will be using tat creative mp3.
consider gain something la. (:
but..
it is just a pity i dun have money.
cause i need a digi cam desperately.
sometimes i realli think i dun live like a 16 yr old girl.
i dun own a digicam.
i dun own a mp3 player.
i dun go shopping.
i dun put on make-up.
i dun dress myself up.
i seldom go town.
i'm still using a lousy nokia 3220.
its like.. WTF.
rofl.
argh.
guess i'm just stressed up recently.
with everything.
tianshuii spoke very direct to me last nite.
knocking some sense into me.
guess i've reali woken up.
woke up from tat beautiful dream.
afterall, it has been already 2 days.
argh.
i could only depend on myself nw.
work hard, zhenying. (:
what we could have been, 9/04/2006 12:08:00 AM.
